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i am almost always sick. but for this week, my body has decided that it would release the power of a cold upon me. joy.
i didnt go to bed until 5 this morning. i woke up crying in pain at around 8. my whole body just ached. it felt like i was dying. all i wanted was to hear jim's voice tell me everything was alright. sadly, my wishes werent granted. i doubt i will be able to hear his voice for awhile due to his father. i think that might be a good thing. although i would never tell him that... ----- my body has been getting weak. it will build up very well and strong..then just die. sucks really. i wish i knew why it would do this to me. its only ever so often that i will go a month without having nothing happen to me that causes a trip to the doctor. you look smashing. I think you are pretty... I never have gone for cheerleader people....but people with depth.... someone offbeat..and interresting..but still pretty.. that is you i am still involved with the factors that i look horrid ----- i think its time for me to start working on updating everything on here. the links, the rings. the works. i will do that now
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