another chunk of my heart has been ripped out...along with some of my brain
i am being avoided and it hurts so much.
i am being ignored and it hurts so very much.
i am being told to fuck off silently and it hurts so god damn much.

i am learning not to trust anymore
i am learning that i only bring brief happiness, which
is filled with disappointments and my own heart break in the end.

lots of tears.
lots and lots of tears.
my past day and half has been nothing more than tears.

2002-10-23 - 8:09 p.m.
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