| one year and some amount of days |
it took me a year to trust him. it took me a year to learn that i loved him. it took 365+ drunken nights, 1000s of cigarettes, 1,000,000 tears and more flirting than i can count on my fingers and toes for me to learn that i loved him.
i wish he'd just give me 1 phone call to tell me that he hates me. it'd hurt like hell but it'd feel a lot better than wondering. wondering what i did wrong and wondering how i can let go of the blue boy that i had only recently learned how to trust. |