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i'm going to rehab after christmas. i cant abuse shit anymore and i cant take what i'm doing to my body. or is it my body cant take what i'm doing to it. something like that
today was fun. geoff, zac & richard got their house and ashley & i went to go visit. we sat around and talked. i kept telling people to punch each other in the face. i also answered everyone's cellphones and told who ever was calling that they had the wrong number. how can you not be impressed? anyway, music warehouse is dying. they were bought out by f.y.e. and i am rather angry about it. i hate f.y.e. i'm going to punch them in the face. but on the upside everything is 20-30% off for the time being, although its going to go down even more. i was supposed to go to paris this morning but they arent too open with americans right now and there is no telling what other crazy crap our lovely president may try to pull. so my father thought it'd be best if i stayed at home. i'm getting over it, although it would have been nice to get away from here for awhile. i met a sweet boy. his name is jason and he wants to be a director. we're going to watch the old mario cartoon together sometime this week. i like him. i hope it works out and i dont fuck this one up. i hope ron is doing well. as always, you can never tell much by his melo and we arent speaking as much due to dramatic bullshit. but like i said, i hope he is doing well. ennio doesnt understand. i send him photos and postcards but he doesnt call like he has promised. it hurts a lot. today mom and i are going to lenox to waste money. we've both been in bad moods and shopping always makes us feel a little better, although i dont really want to run into anyone. i saw ani difranco thursday. people were puking, lesbians were dancing and i drove for 10 hours all together. i am so tired of being in my car after that. ACA accepted me for the spring. i wanted to go somewhere in california. but i've always said that i hate it there and now i have no reason to think twice about saying it. |